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22 September 2002 @ 11:24 am
I've been playing Kingdom hearts lately. It's really neat.. but the Halloween Town area is too small. I just want to spend the entire game there. Not other levels... just there... Playing with Jack& Sora in his cute halloween outfit >..< Now I've finished the level and must move on to Atlantica.. :( Oh well.. he looks cute naked& with a shark-tail, too...

Another gathering is approaching. This weekend, there's going to be a huge B-day party. I wasn't sure I'd be able to make it at first, but once again, Goatboy came to my rescue.
And even though Ranma isn't going to be there, I keep thinking back to last year's halloween party. Lots of memories there...
And I know this is going to be different, but I'm still rather nervous and on-edge about the whole thing.
I keep teetering back and forth from really not wanting to be there, to really wanting to hang out with two certain people again. Everyone else... well, to be honest, I couldn't give a flying flip about. (Absolutely no offense to Goatboy, sice we actually do get to hang out on occassion)
I have birthday presents for both of them.. and I have some things I wanted to make for them also.. but I don't know if I'm going to have time to sew them. We'll see how school& work goes.
Still.. I feel a sort of dread& anticipation about the whole thing. It really makes me wonder. I definitely do want to go.. but the whole situation makes me nervous.. plus, I have to talk to a few people I hung out with at Animefest... That'd be cool, but I really don't think they're that keen on me anymore, so I'll probably just end up avoiding them. Don't know who's going to be there, though.. so that handful of people may or may not even be there.
Sometimes, I violently wish I could tear myself away from that whole group.. but then I realize that I'm not even really a part of it.. so I don't know why I stress so much.

Oh well.. back to my game.. and back to avoiding homework.
Current Mood: worriedworried
President Evildeis on September 22nd, 2002 11:17 am (UTC)
*hugs* I'm sure you'll find a way to have a good time, One-chan!
*Glares at goat*
he better make sure! Or I'll bite him >.>
unrulysprite on September 22nd, 2002 12:33 pm (UTC)
So Kingdom Hearts is good? I was really skeptical..the only thing really keeping my interest was Halloween Town. I wanted to see cameos by characters such as Sephiroth..until I heard Lance Bass was doing his voice. x.x;;

Matteruresidualshadow on September 23rd, 2002 05:19 am (UTC)
Sorry to randomly comment on your journal and all, but I had to comment on the pic. That's the succubus from Castlevania:SotN, ne? *tilts head* Nice choice. =^^=
HIDE your facekyonomiko on September 23rd, 2002 07:49 pm (UTC)
random comments are the best of all!

I adore Ayami Kojima, and I love all her art. I was first exposed with C:SotN.. and ever since then, I've been a huge Kojima fan... plus.. I love the castlevania games series ^..^** Harmony of Dissonance just came out! yay! (and more kojima art!)
Makotokinomakoto on September 23rd, 2002 09:33 am (UTC)
mooooshi, I want to go to the party, but I can't since I'm doing the demo at work on Saturday. So I can't be your ride-buddy... it's up to Goat. Take good care of her, GoatBoy! ^_^

But I'll be happy to help with your gift projects. woohoo!
Njallbukkr av Kaosloki_sataere on September 23rd, 2002 03:36 pm (UTC)
"Take good care of her, GoatBoy! ^_^"

Um... ok. It's not like we're gonna be in a bad part of town or nothin...
Njallbukkr av Kaosloki_sataere on September 23rd, 2002 03:39 pm (UTC)
Well, I too am only going up to see a number of people I can only count on half a hand (which half-hand depends on how thigns go).

We could always pull off something similar to the first 2 hours of last year's Halloween party where we sit in the corner and scrutinize people to death with our stares. XD

And I don't plan on doing any Goat-Dancing during the weekend (except maybe a private one for the pengy).