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11 September 2002 @ 06:25 pm
Ah well  
I have to get ready for work. I'm working a managing shift tonight and closing the store. I dread it with all my heart. I really don't think I can do it again ( I had help last time) and I've asked one of my bosses to come in and help me. I've been having minor panic attacks all afternoon just thinking about it. I'm going to die.

I haven't really posted much about AF, either. I had a great time... but you know how you might have a great time, and find out later that someone you were having fun with was absolutely miserable? Yeah. That kinda blows it for you. I've been thinking a bit miserably towards that weekend lately. I had so much fun, and so did a few cool people I hung out with, but someone else seems to have been absolutely miserable with it.
I don't know. I don't really think I turn into a completely different person when I'm drunk. I'm still me, but a little bit happier, I guess. I get giggly, but I'm still me. It's not like I turn into the raging hulk. Apparently I was always the raging hulk. haha.
In any case..... It just pisses me off when people get all apologetic about shit they shouldn't be sorry about.. and even worse when a time I would LIKE To look back upon fondly is ruined by someone who ignores the fact that I exist half the time. Let me have my fun. You don't seem to care the rest of the time, so why now?
Current Mood: angryangry
CEO, Air Perv: Sexy Yuki ^_^zoi_no_miko on September 12th, 2002 09:31 am (UTC)
I hope work went all right...

Drunkeness can be great... I just think too many people use it as an excuse to do stupid things. -_-;
Have fun for you. Other people's happieness is _their_ responsibility
HIDE your facekyonomiko on September 12th, 2002 09:30 pm (UTC)
thanks. Work went much better than I expected. Still have to make it through Saturday, but I'm hoping I'll live ~..^

In any case..
I was trying to tell him.. You do it b/c you want. If you're doing it to have fun, and you have fun, you shouldn't worry about other people lowering their opinions of you. If they're really your freinds, it shouldn't matter, right? But, instead of talking about how much fun he had (and he was hanging out with me the majority of the time) he's just been talking about how miserable he is, and blahblahblah, and it's been driving me nuts, b/c *I* had fun, and I can't stand it when I assume others around me are having fun too, when they're not.