Nugget.. attacks me through the sheets :X It's kind of cute, but not the same at all.
I had Matt home most of the day today, and Ray was home all day, so I wasn't alone. I think that's one of the reasons why today went so much better than yesterday. I thought of him less. I still find myself remembering the moments of his death, over and over again. I wish I wouldn't.
I got some cleaning done yesterday. The computer room is looking a lot more fur-free now. I will try to tackle one room at a time, or parts of a room until I have most of it gone. The fleecy inside of the hoodie I am wearing is peppered with orange fur, and it makes me sad. I need to remember to wash this too. I suppose I can go back down to one litterbox, too. I got bath rugs back down, aand for the first time ever, I'm not worried about an animal peeing on them. Things are so strange without him. Some moments, I feel perfectly fine. Others are tough.
It's getting better, though. Today was better than yesterday. I took a pic of Nugget on my camera phone, and she looks absolutely demonic. Text me if you want a copy. Her legs are wide open in a very unladylike pose, so it's almost like cat porn. Demonic cat porn.