I'm really kind of pissed at the cat for always knocking down the windowshades behind my monitor. I wish he'd just stick to the same one each time and at least leave me a little bit of shade behind the computer.
I've kind of given up on Valkyrie Profile: Covenant of the Plume again. "A" ending is hard!!! I'll go back to it later...
I've just been putzing around in Tales of the World for no reason whatsoever. I'll probably finally put it down when I head out to Gamestop and pick up the new MegaTen thinger. It's that Devil Survivor game for DS that looks kind of retarded. I'll do that tomorrow I guess. I need a shower before I feel I can be seen in public, and if I don't take one right this second, I won't be able to get out today. I'll have to take one tonight and go tomorrow for maximum lazy.
I'm still struggling with food, but I'm content at the time being for having worked off everything from the beginning of the month and not gaining anything back. Each new day, I try to re-discipline myself. I remind myself that I haven't really ever had a "perfect" day with food since I've started my new "program" or whatever you want to call it. Lately, though, it seems that I've been slipping more than I'd like, and it's hard to stay on track. I try to continue to remind myself that I can take as much time as I need to lose the weight as long as I keep moving forward. I was in a hurry to show progress on my bloodwork so that I wouldn't have to go on medication. I need to keep doin' what I've been doin', but a night out at my favorite steak place, etc, on Matt's weeks off always seem to win. He's been really good about helping me say no to ordering out or running out for fast food. I really haven't done that at all. Fast food= emergency food. It's ok if it's the only option, but I always have other options unless it's some sort of weird travel situation or whatever.
I think I need to do a little more meal planning for next week and attack it again tomorrow. Don't get me wrong; I don't write off a whole day if I mess up. I keep plugging at it, but I also look to the new day as a new chance to try for a perfect food day. I always make it past breakfast no problem. It's harder after that :X It's like a stage in a side-scroller or somthing. I learned how to easily get past the first jump, but I'm still having trouble with some of the obstacles after that. It's hard to clear the stage with a high score :P
Need to do some more housework today... finish laundry, do dishes, etc. Washing my own skanky ass is on the list for this evening, srsly.