HIDE your face (kyonomiko) wrote,
HIDE your face
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I just scribbled a SD Kyo! wai wai! I think I'll try to show him to you... heh ^..^ There's only a slight problem... I don't know how to UL pictures to my posts.. maybe only paying members can do that? Not a clue.. oh yeah... and since we moved, the scanner hasn't been hooked back up. I should probably figure that out otherwise I can't even scan Kyo!

Have you ever had one of those days.. one of those rare days where, if just for a while... you forget about what's bothering you.. you forget about paying off thousands of dollars of debt, and forget about your health problems, etc, and just feel good? This afternoon, I think I had that. I rarely have days where it just feels good to be alive, but I think today was one of those. I'm not nessesarily saying I'm just depressed to the point of suicide all those other times.. I'm not... However... I usually feel the weight of one thing or another on me, and living is taxing. Today, I felt good. I felt reasonably healthy... wasn't worried about school.. didn't have any sense of impending doom (as opposed to normal..heh) and felt... optimistic. It was like I knew I was going to get somthing good in the mail, or I was going to get a new toy. Ok.. sure, I'm almost 21, but I still like a good toy. My toys now are things like J-rock CDs& mags, Manga, new anime, plush dolls, or even the prospect of getting a new article of clothing. This doesn't count the cotton undies I bought at Wal-Mart today :P Actually, I've been thinking of being a bit more dressy than the normal baggy jeans and a T-shirt. I want to go back to the burgundy silk shirts and tapestry vests I used to wear. Since my freshman year in college, I've felt like being a frump, but I think I'm going back to my old ways... You need to realize this, though. I CAN'T Lol. I MUST have a pretty, tailored leather jacket, but I can't afford a 100 dollar coat at the moment.. so I think I'm going to go to the RAVE in the mall. I saw a 20 dollar clearance item that was kinda cheap, but will do the trick for halloween. One day, though, I hope to find somthing more permanent and beautiful. Which brings me to the next topic... I feel like blowing up all the posers that inhabit hot Topics, and making them clear out all the Limp Bizkit, Korn and cheapass "goth" crap out of that store. I think it's a really cool store, but they sell a lot of cheapass crap at expensive prices. You, too can wrap 4 inches of your body in see-through gauze and pay 150 bucks for it and call it a gothic "dress" Grr. And the "real" dresses are so shoddy! I understand what the store aims to do... but I dunno.. ::sighs:: One must have their peeves, I suppose...
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