September 9th, 2008



I think I'm coming down with something. I've been feeling weak, shaky, headachy, and nauseous all day. Before I knew it, it was already 5pm. I haven't made it to the gym yet today, and I only have another hour or so to get there. I'm feeling so terrible, though, I don't know if I'd be able to finish. I usually wake up and force myself to have some cereal or oatmeal or a glass or two of OJ for breakfast to kick start everything for the rest of the day, but I just couldn't get myself to eat anything. I just had a glass of juice hoping that the sugars in the OJ would pick me up, but I still feel terrible. Now I'm trying not to throw up juice wondering why there is a little man with a jackhammer behind my left eyeball, and another one with a vice on my head. WTFMATE. I am not a morning person, but I usually don't wake up feeling this terrible and continue to feel terrible!

I guess I can skip the gym today if I commit to going tomorrow. I haven't really decided how hard I'm going to be on myself for skipping when sick. I don't get sick that much, really. Today I'm not even sure I'm sick. I just feel like total crap for no known reason. If I at least felt some strength in my arms, I would suffer through the gym and do it anyway. Yesterday I came home feeling like I was going to die, though. I got the shakes and felt icky for a few hours after I finished working out, and that normally doesn't happen.... So maybe I am coming down with somthing :(

I really should have been eating better this past month. I wonder if that had somthing to do with it too?

Anyway, I was thinking about just sucking it up and going, but I wanted to wash my face first. Now it looks like the sprinkler guy is here and shut our water off. I have been defeated D: