September 11th, 2002


Ah well

I have to get ready for work. I'm working a managing shift tonight and closing the store. I dread it with all my heart. I really don't think I can do it again ( I had help last time) and I've asked one of my bosses to come in and help me. I've been having minor panic attacks all afternoon just thinking about it. I'm going to die.

I haven't really posted much about AF, either. I had a great time... but you know how you might have a great time, and find out later that someone you were having fun with was absolutely miserable? Yeah. That kinda blows it for you. I've been thinking a bit miserably towards that weekend lately. I had so much fun, and so did a few cool people I hung out with, but someone else seems to have been absolutely miserable with it.
I don't know. I don't really think I turn into a completely different person when I'm drunk. I'm still me, but a little bit happier, I guess. I get giggly, but I'm still me. It's not like I turn into the raging hulk. Apparently I was always the raging hulk. haha.
In any case..... It just pisses me off when people get all apologetic about shit they shouldn't be sorry about.. and even worse when a time I would LIKE To look back upon fondly is ruined by someone who ignores the fact that I exist half the time. Let me have my fun. You don't seem to care the rest of the time, so why now?
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