March 6th, 2001


Dead to the world and falling to peices...dare my sickly form shadow your life?

I am falling apart physically. Even my body has lost faith in me. Pathetic weak flesh. Would I were to slough it away, only my twisted soul would be left. Dare I bare that as well?
I wouldn't mind being healthier... It must be a curse from my enemies. I've garnered enough hatred over the past few days . . . It wouldn't surprise me.
I bet you'd be interested in my plubing crisis.. the water draining from one shower or toilet shoudlnt' back up into both of the house's bathtubs... I really wanted a bath tonight, too. I need to wash away some of this filth at least. I have enough to deal with that won't wash away.
This isn't to mention the lack of toilet facilities. The fact that I can't use the toilet now only makes me want to drink more water... it's horrible how that works..
Must not drink... want to drink.. Must not drink,... need to drink.. must not drink....
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    Janne Da Arc- Eden- Kimi ga inai

Ayami Kojima built my hot rod

But unfortunately, not my Alucard plush ^..^**
I need to finish the body. I have the bottom part finished.. with exception of the feet. I bought some leather for the shoes, but I don't have a leatherworking needle.. so I may need to change my plans becasue I can't sew the leather together. ^..^** Maybe I'll just end up doing them in felt, too.. Ugh.. have to wait and see. It might work out, after all..
Aside from other random design problems with making up a plush pattern from scratch..
The plumbing is working now. A nice man from Mr. Rooter fixed it all up. I went grocery shopping so I could use the bathroom. I wasn't worried about it too much, but as I haven't been in the mood to post in the ol LJ lately, it was the only eventful thing worth mentioning.
I'm playing the Icewind Dale expansion now... It's fun.. but difficult. Damned Drowned Corpses....
Since I'm on spring break now.. and maybe even getting over my illness.. I might update my website soon. I got the homestead site, but I never did anything with it. I suppose I'll have to do somthing soon so that I can keep the page.
I also need to work on updates for the dirty cel page, invisible eden, and my personal section. Lately, I've been too sad/depressed/ticked off at someone to be spending much time updating, though. I didn't even want to go on AOL and check mail for fear of that person being on AIM and berating me some more.. but apparently I have a hand in said person's dissappearance. Well.. people can be as pissy as they want. It's not in my hands anymore.
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    More Janne da Arc