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23 October 2002 @ 10:19 pm
Hoeeee....Dead to the world.  
I was thinking about throwing a halloweeney party the weekend after HAlloween. Not too many people seemed interested, and it pissed me off.
Now I'm over it.. and wondering if I should do it anyway. I bet no one will show up. :/
Heero will, though. I should email him directions to my house..... >..< This makes me so sad! Everyone only wants to go to the LOCAL party at someone else's house this weekend. I don't know why I bother. I have too many other things to worry about.. like the wedding, graduation, class, work, financial aid.... BWA!

I guess I bother and cause all this drama b/c I get lonely sometimes.. But I really don't even have time to be lonely anymore. I just get sad instead.

On the bright side, Goat's ego-stroking has slightly poked my creativity in the butt. I feel like making things now.
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I bought a really attractive dress/jacket from wal-mart yesterday... but the creativity worked against me. I immediately tore it up and decided to make it into a Carmine costume (Grandia Xtreme) I mean.. it was really cool. Red fuzzy denim.
I think we have pictures up on the site or the BBS or somthing, of me in a ghetto photo. I ripped the arms off so I could alter it for the Carmine jacket, but now I don't have the regular jacket anymore XD

:sigh:

And I have so many good ideas for jackets and shirts and ties that I want to make, too. I should do somthing tonight, I guess.. but it's already getting late, and tomorrow I have class, and an appointment with the catering/decoration/cake lady.

I wish I could find my Radiohead CD.
 
 
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President Evildeis on October 23rd, 2002 11:49 pm (UTC)
;.; I really wish that I could make it. Hell, I'll see if I can pull some strings just to do so.
I don't like seeing you upset, and it pisses me off even more to know that it's the fault of other people. Hopefully, something good can come of all of this, and Kyo-Kyon won't be upset anymore.
And there is nothing wrong with wanting to have a party, and nothing wrong with feeling as you do.
*Waves flags* Ganbatte, ane sama! Ganbatte! *Wave wave wave*

Goat's ego stroking? ^.^ Seems he's been helping you out there. Although, you're really good at making things in general, and should keep up the good work. ^.^v
Kyo-sama wa SUTEKI DECHUU!!!!
delryium on October 24th, 2002 12:47 am (UTC)
AHHH!

you're getting married? When when???
HIDE your facekyonomiko on October 24th, 2002 06:50 pm (UTC)
Hmm? You didn't know>?
March 8th, here in Waco. I posted about the engagement back in uh... Feb or March, when he asked me, but I don't remember if I posted the wedding date yet.
Cosplay wedding dress! yay!
It's going to be Charlotte's last dress from VHD: bloodlust.. but I'm taking some liberties on it to make it look nicer.
The Ten Thousand Things: costume-ykhet_tcheba on October 24th, 2002 10:18 am (UTC)
The weekend following Halloween seems the preferable time to hold a party. I mean, that's a whole additional week to throw something together! >_> *coughcough*

Wow! Congrats on the wedding!
HIDE your facekyonomiko on October 24th, 2002 06:48 pm (UTC)
HAHA
Plus, yu get all halloween decorations on clearance :coughcough:
So, you coming to Waco for the party? :P (Where do you live?)
Njallbukkr av Kaosloki_sataere on October 24th, 2002 03:53 pm (UTC)
Good to know that I helped... remind me again what specifically it was that motivated you... so I can be sure to repeat it again later if you ever need assistance (hehe... I could be an official cheerleader of Paper Wings XD )

BTW... I made it up to the movie, but was unable to get ahold of Keeper... :(

So, I have those Kubricks in a box in my room, I'll be returning them to you ASAP.
(Anonymous) on October 25th, 2002 04:33 am (UTC)

The R.O.C would come to your halloween party......You throw some of the best party. Bossman